dying heroine · terminal illness · unlockable sexual content
Dekinai Watashi ga, Kurikaesu.
できない私が、くり返す。
“Just like how you can’t change my heart, you won’t be able to change the future” That phrase is what Ren said to Riku, as she handed hi… Read more →Collapse ↑
“Just like how you can’t change my heart, you won’t be able to change the future”
That phrase is what Ren said to Riku, as she handed him a clock that can turn back time. That was five years ago, and Riku is now a full-fledged adult who is traveling all over Japan to “help” the people in need with this strange artifact. Despite Ren’s words that he cannot “change what has already happened”, Riku was determined to prove her wrong, and used the power of the clock for years… with no success.
As he arrived in another town looking for a place to stay while he works to “help others”, an apple rolls down from the hill. He is only able to catch one as many others passes him by, and even if he uses the clock to wind back time to see if he can catch any more than one, the apples defy physics and he ends up only being able to catch just one apple.
The owner of the apples, Shino, then comes to thank him for his help. To Riku’s surprise, the girl is stunningly similar to the person who once Riku loved, and hiding his surprise, he somehow receives the girl’s help to get used to the new town.
Riku will never be able to guess that this encounter will change his viewpoint of everything And thus starts the story of Riku in this small town with a strange girl named Shino.
[From [Visual Novels and Eroge Review](http://vnerogereview.wordpress.com/2014/09/18/i-will-endure-pain-for-you-again-and-again-review-of-140829dekinai-watashiga-kurekaesu/)]
- Developer
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- Length
- 28–35 hrs
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“Just like how you can’t change my heart, you won’t be able to change the future”
That phrase is what Ren said to Riku, as she handed him a clock that can turn back time. That was five years ago, and Riku is now a full-fledged adult who is traveling all over Japan to “help” the people in need with this strange artifact. Despite Ren’s words that he cannot “change what has already happened”, Riku was determined to prove her wrong, and used the power of the clock for years… with no success.
As he arrived in another town looking for a place to stay while he works to “help others”, an apple rolls down from the hill. He is only able to catch one as many others passes him by, and even if he uses the clock to wind back time to see if he can catch any more than one, the apples defy physics and he ends up only being able to catch just one apple.
The owner of the apples, Shino, then comes to thank him for his help. To Riku’s surprise, the girl is stunningly similar to the person who once Riku loved, and hiding his surprise, he somehow receives the girl’s help to get used to the new town.
Riku will never be able to guess that this encounter will change his viewpoint of everything And thus starts the story of Riku in this small town with a strange girl named Shino.
[From [Visual Novels and Eroge Review](http://vnerogereview.wordpress.com/2014/09/18/i-will-endure-pain-for-you-again-and-again-review-of-140829dekinai-watashiga-kurekaesu/)]
14Cultural moment · release cadence
- 2014
Japanese release
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16Platforms & editions
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| ID | ✓ |
| JA | ✓ |
| ZH-HANS | ✓ |
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